I havn’t drawn Tedesue in so long, I really needed to, and I need to bone back up on his characteristics, I really feel like I didn’t quite get his features right >.< Damn his weird eyes and brows >:/

I know his hair looks a little different, but thats because I wanted to make it more messy and wild. After all, he is just waking up >XD Excuse the crappy background and props, I don’t have his hands and one leg all done, so I wanted to cover them lol Its just the rough draft. I’ll probably change his expression a little in the final product, if I ever get around to doing a finished good virson… >.<

ANyway I’m off to bed, I have to be up for work in 6 hours >.<

Blah, been so busy these last couple weeks &gt;.&lt; I have some time off, [4 days] before I have to go back for another long haul. I decided last minuet tonight that I had it in me to draw [3:am] Its 4am now, and I just did a redrew of a very old drawing I did back in 2011. Not much of an improvement, but the newer virson is still just a doodle with no real detail. I&#8217;ll probably finish up the rough draft tomorrow when I wake up &gt;.&lt; I&#8217;m too tired to work on it anymore now.

This was just a drawing of a story I had thought up years ago while reading some fantasy novels and wanting to come up with my own midevil fantasy story.
This story was in three arcs. Basically about a Swordsman.
The first arc was of his family being destroyed, and meeting with another boy from an unfortunate family.  As they grew up they became solders in a nobelmans army during a time when the land did not have a proper king and different houses were fighting over power.
The second arc, was of them growing in ranks, gaining power, and the Friend of the Swordsman Selling his soul for power. They actually end up assassinating the leader of the army, and taking over his place, as a high cost to their men, and themselves&#8230;.
The Third arc, after his friend is consumed by the darkness of selling his soul, and the Swordsman much destroy what he has become, the friend dies, but is reborn into two souls, one, the Swordsman finds, born of a pool a blood [the other bore from a women the two of them loved, and shared&#8230;] It goes through his life raising the boy, and protecting him from the darkness that birthed him, while the the other reincarnations [the really evil one] takes the thrown as King&#8230;.

Blah, been so busy these last couple weeks >.< I have some time off, [4 days] before I have to go back for another long haul. I decided last minuet tonight that I had it in me to draw [3:am] Its 4am now, and I just did a redrew of a very old drawing I did back in 2011. Not much of an improvement, but the newer virson is still just a doodle with no real detail. I’ll probably finish up the rough draft tomorrow when I wake up >.< I’m too tired to work on it anymore now.

This was just a drawing of a story I had thought up years ago while reading some fantasy novels and wanting to come up with my own midevil fantasy story.

This story was in three arcs. Basically about a Swordsman.

The first arc was of his family being destroyed, and meeting with another boy from an unfortunate family.  As they grew up they became solders in a nobelmans army during a time when the land did not have a proper king and different houses were fighting over power.

The second arc, was of them growing in ranks, gaining power, and the Friend of the Swordsman Selling his soul for power. They actually end up assassinating the leader of the army, and taking over his place, as a high cost to their men, and themselves….

The Third arc, after his friend is consumed by the darkness of selling his soul, and the Swordsman much destroy what he has become, the friend dies, but is reborn into two souls, one, the Swordsman finds, born of a pool a blood [the other bore from a women the two of them loved, and shared…] It goes through his life raising the boy, and protecting him from the darkness that birthed him, while the the other reincarnations [the really evil one] takes the thrown as King….

eoliveson:

aziraphalesneakers:

Can’t go over it.

Can’t go under it.

Can’t go around it.

Gotta go through it.

Trying to explain depression or anxiety to someone who’s never experienced it.

This belongs here.

You can get over it

You can go under it

You can go around it

You can go through it!


As a person who suffered with depression for 10 years of her life [8-18, so badly my hair was falling out when I was a small girl]. I still look back and wish I would have listened more when people told me to suck it up.

Because no one will change a thing, no one will fix the problem, no one will make you happy. But you.

If you truly want happiness, you’ll make it happen, its hard, its a long road and you’ll fall many times, want to quit and give up, want to die and this that’s the best way out, but once you get there, you’ll regret every time you ever said “I can’t” I told people I was really trying, but deep down, I was just letting it take more and more of my life away, be cause I thought I couldn’t.

But if your not willing to try, really really truly try, then you don’t deserve happiness.

 But I’ll tell you now, it’s the best feeling in the world. And its worth all the pain to get through it. And, because you didn’t have it before, you’ll hold on to that happiness for dear life, and never let it go. And you’ll love yourself more, because you know, how strong you really are.

(via ubuuroi)

Finished the character design for a new member of the Nexus Cast.
Left to Right

{ Ophion [62] ,Ilius [32], Tedesue [18], Zelos [17], Eustra [30] }

Names are all still not finalized, I am so picky with names. I have a problems :C

Anyway, the newest added character is Ophion [far left] He is Ilius’s father, and current head of Aphrodite, the upper class area in The City of Selene. The head of Ero’s corporation, which is the leaders in manufacturing pharmaceuticals, weapons, top in medical advances, and other future technology, on the planet.

He is the last member of his generation of siblings, having been and staying in power for over 30 years after his own father passed.

With Ilius being his own son, though he is the youngest sibling, he is next in  line to take over Eros. As his daughter [Ilius’s elder sister] became a Muse at a young age. A lifestyle which forbids her from marrying or having children.

Ilius is the only one on the thrown. Except for Thio, Ilius’s half cousin, and only son born of Ophion’s younger brother, Helios. Though he can not be elegance to take the thrown until Ophion has passed, and he weds and produces an heir before Ilius does. 

This is my first time drawing anyone over the age of 40, And I think I did an alright job o:

He actually spends the entire story, [except for some flash backs and memories,] in a preservation/life support tank. About three more primary character designs to go o:

I drew The Groom AKA Eddie Gluskin! Why!? Because I am literately in love with him! My mind is soo filled with him, his voice, o: I want to be his Darling >XD The irony that my name literately means little Darling >XD

I know I didn’t do the best job, I need to change his face a little more, but I’m pretty happy with how it turned out so far.

Getting back into Neons again it seems lol. Look at this sexy slut! This is just a rough draft.

I feel bad! I`ve hardly drawn anything this month T_T But regardless I am happy with my progress o:

I want to try and do more diverse poses. Anyone have some pose suggestions?

Think I’m heading to bed now o:

Anonymous asked:

Hi, I wanted to ask you what's happening between you and the sims since you didn't really answer the time someone suggested you make another tumblr for your drawings. Are you done with it? Is it only your art you're interested in now? My question is really this one: do you plan on working on The Bitter End in a near future or should I stop come here every 2-days hoping to see something about the Lenesse twins? Please note that I'm absolutely not blaming you, I'm really just asking.

I’m not, nor ever was I planning on making a blog for my art, because this is my blog for anything I do. Even when I did mostly sims stuff, I still posted personal stuff, and my art on here. It’s Oritasho’s blog, not Oritasho’s sims blog, there was never a rule as to what I can and can not post on here.

As for the sims, I don’t really have an answer for you, because I don’t know. I might go back. I might not. I don’t have a time frame either.
I still love the sims, but right now, I just only want to focus on my art. I don’t have a passion for the sims right now. Its so much work, with so much pressure and negativity. I like doing my art, because I’m really doing it for me. And I feel no pressure. No competition or hate. Its just me and my art. And I love it.  And I’m happy and at ease, I don’t feel stressed at all. And everything I make is my own. I don’t get harassment from people begging me for my CC and calling me a stuck up bitch because I choose not to share it. Or from people saying, is it out yet is it out yet, when are you doing it, why aren’t you working on it. I know you have a life but where is it!?

I did the sims sense I was 16, I’m 21 now. I think I’ve had a good run if this is the end.

I’m really happy doing what I am doing right now. And if people wish to unfollow me, because I’ve chosen to follow my dream to be an artist. I’m not going to hold them back with any promises.

I’ve always wanted to be an artist sense I was a little girl. It was always my plan to be a Comic artist or writer. That’s what I want to do with my life. Not sit around and play video games. That’s not going to be my career. I’m not a 13-16 y/o girl anymore who has time to sit and struggle to film and make something. I have a full time job, I go to the gym for 2 hours almost everyday after work to try and lose weight and be healthy. I don’t have a lot of time for tons of different hobbies. Especially ones that I’m not happy with anymore. And that feel more like a stressful job because of all the pressure.

I have spoken with all my voice actors in the B/E Project. And they are still down with helping me if I plan on doing an Audio play of the series, instead of the visual episodes, for the people who like the story for more then just the visual aspect of it, and what to know the finished project. But it’s slow coming because of rewrites and what not of the story to make it workable as an audio play.