"If you feel like leaving
I’m not gonna beg you to stay
But soon you’ll be finding
You can run, you can hide
But you can’t escape my love” (x)

Getting back into Neons again it seems lol. Look at this sexy slut! This is just a rough draft.

I feel bad! I`ve hardly drawn anything this month T_T But regardless I am happy with my progress o:

I want to try and do more diverse poses. Anyone have some pose suggestions?

Think I’m heading to bed now o:

Anonymous asked:

Hi, I wanted to ask you what's happening between you and the sims since you didn't really answer the time someone suggested you make another tumblr for your drawings. Are you done with it? Is it only your art you're interested in now? My question is really this one: do you plan on working on The Bitter End in a near future or should I stop come here every 2-days hoping to see something about the Lenesse twins? Please note that I'm absolutely not blaming you, I'm really just asking.

I’m not, nor ever was I planning on making a blog for my art, because this is my blog for anything I do. Even when I did mostly sims stuff, I still posted personal stuff, and my art on here. It’s Oritasho’s blog, not Oritasho’s sims blog, there was never a rule as to what I can and can not post on here.

As for the sims, I don’t really have an answer for you, because I don’t know. I might go back. I might not. I don’t have a time frame either.
I still love the sims, but right now, I just only want to focus on my art. I don’t have a passion for the sims right now. Its so much work, with so much pressure and negativity. I like doing my art, because I’m really doing it for me. And I feel no pressure. No competition or hate. Its just me and my art. And I love it.  And I’m happy and at ease, I don’t feel stressed at all. And everything I make is my own. I don’t get harassment from people begging me for my CC and calling me a stuck up bitch because I choose not to share it. Or from people saying, is it out yet is it out yet, when are you doing it, why aren’t you working on it. I know you have a life but where is it!?

I did the sims sense I was 16, I’m 21 now. I think I’ve had a good run if this is the end.

I’m really happy doing what I am doing right now. And if people wish to unfollow me, because I’ve chosen to follow my dream to be an artist. I’m not going to hold them back with any promises.

I’ve always wanted to be an artist sense I was a little girl. It was always my plan to be a Comic artist or writer. That’s what I want to do with my life. Not sit around and play video games. That’s not going to be my career. I’m not a 13-16 y/o girl anymore who has time to sit and struggle to film and make something. I have a full time job, I go to the gym for 2 hours almost everyday after work to try and lose weight and be healthy. I don’t have a lot of time for tons of different hobbies. Especially ones that I’m not happy with anymore. And that feel more like a stressful job because of all the pressure.

I have spoken with all my voice actors in the B/E Project. And they are still down with helping me if I plan on doing an Audio play of the series, instead of the visual episodes, for the people who like the story for more then just the visual aspect of it, and what to know the finished project. But it’s slow coming because of rewrites and what not of the story to make it workable as an audio play.

NEXUS Main Characters (So far) Slowly adding them:

From Left to right {Ilius, Tedesue, Zelos, Eustra}

Zelos, is the newest addition to the character designs. He`s alright, though I do want to change his clothing, I feel like their too boyish.

Zelos is the closest (pretty much only) friend to Tedesue, the two of them are like brothers having grown up in the slums sense they were young, both lost their families at a younger age.

They are also, somewhat semi lovers… Zelos having much deeper feelings for Tedesue, then he has in return.

But Tedesue cares deeply for him, and doesn`t want to hurt him, So he tends to go along with his affection… Even though deep down he only sees Zelos as a very close friend and brother to him. Zelos also works for Eusta along side Tedesue.

o: 1800?

Oh Hey! I just noticed this morning that I am now at over 1800 followers!

Big thanks to all my new followers who followed me for my art O:

And A huge thanks to my followers who have stuck with me, even though I’m not really doing much simming any more!

<3 I’ll try and post a little thank you drawing <3

Anything you guys would like to see, let me know what?

NEXUS Main Characters (So far) I have a few more to add.

From Left to right {Ilius, Tedesue, Eustra}

Eustra is the newest addition, He’s a close friend of Ilius. Eusta used to be the bed Pet of Ilius’s father when they were younger, and was granted freedom, but not before making a close bond with Ilius who gave him much needed permits in order for him to live the life he does today. The two of them share a very close, unspoken bond.

He is also somewhat the Boss/mentor to Tedesue. He’s considered a bit of a drug lord down in the slums, having the best connections to the the Drug: Hypnos, which induces a deep dream like state to the user, as well as heightens sexual desire and sensations.

  I’m still iffy about him, I am definitely going to be changing his hair color down the road. I wanted to make him blonde, but I already have almost four main characters who are blonde, and they have to be blonde because their all related pretty much. And I also want Tedesue to be the only main character with dark hair. Any suggestions anyone?

Anyway I am off to bed.