Nexus Drafting : story

I’ve been working on my web comic. Nexus layout, story, history bla bla. I hate how I have to always tell myself that I must have so much detail for said stories that I need to go but a new 8 subject note book and 3 ring binder for printed information. It’s no wonder I get so unmotivated with some of my stories, to the point I’m trying to come up with birthing laws and immigration rights. It’s like I’m in school. >.<

I hope it’s all worth it in the end when the story gets underway and everything makes sense with little to no plot holes ( Yeah good link Darlene)

In Calgary visiting my sister, we dont have a Nordstrom where I live

Burberry fluid base: 54.00$

Giorgio Armani silk foundation: 66.00$

Yes saint Laurent exfoliant: 60.00$

Chanel hydra beauty; 82.00$

I was really hoping to pick up some Cle de peau cosmetics, but they didn’t have it there T_T

But I’m happy with what I got. I might get to go to Holts downtown on Monday to get some there.

So, after much struggle from this picture freezing while I was drawing it SO I HAD TO REDRAW IT! I`m finishg&#8230; kinda. I was going to add clothing but I got lazy. So this is a character from a little story I thought up eariler today while trying to take a nap, but failing: 

His story goes like this (Still thinking up a name), a long time ago, two gods fell in love, and there was hope of peace in the land, but because of a misunderstanding, the two begun a struggle which threatened the lands, so, they were sealed away and their energy used to create a small group of genderless children, ones with beautiful green eyes, They were born into seriget mothers from a small village, where, depending on how they were raised, would develop their gender. They hoped to have one female and one male.
Now the main, he was born, and for the first few years raised as a female, but his mother died when he was a small child, and because he was an orphan, he had to work harder to keep his place among the other villagers, and because of this, his body developed into a males, even though he had inside him a fragment of the female goddess. As they aged, he was called an outcast, because the green in his eyes began to blend with a gen which cause blue to develop.
One day, people from the group that had developed and planted the children returned, actually killing off the children no longer needed o:
The boy was seen as showing more characteristics of the gods, so he was spared and taken to the facility (this is kind of set in a final fantasy like world)
Where he meets another child, a bit older, (who has inside him, more characteristics of the male god&#8230;.) The two become friends and very close in the short time.
And end up finding out (I haven&#8217;t figured out how yet.) That they&#8217;re not going to be used for peace, but control by these people, so, they plan to escape, and they get out, almost, but as they&#8217;re over a drainpipe, the older boy protects out main, and is shot, causing the main to fall. And down he does into the water&#8230;
Expected to be dead&#8230; he is forgotten. But he is found, and cared for by a small family in the slums of the city. Where he grows, with no memory of his past like, or the boy from before o:
He actually becomes close with three people. A set of twins, two who own a flower shop their parents used to have before passing. And a dancer/singer they grew up with {female}
He becomes best friends with the two girls, and of course, has an underlining relationship with the male twin.Blah blah blah, stuff happens, threats of the end of the world happens, and they have to try and stop it, by somehow finding out that the main guy has powers, and whatever LOL
so yeah, they go on a QUEST! Alot of shit happens, and they run into a dark mystery man working for the other side
Even though it seems like its the mission of these bad guys to take out the main, this guy is always hesitant. And of course both characters feel a deep connection.
(spoilers) Its the boy who was shot, having been healed and memories erased. o:
Its really long and just something I thought up today, so it doesn`t fully make sense yet lol.
Anyway, I`m falling asleep.

So, after much struggle from this picture freezing while I was drawing it SO I HAD TO REDRAW IT! I`m finishg… kinda. I was going to add clothing but I got lazy. So this is a character from a little story I thought up eariler today while trying to take a nap, but failing:

His story goes like this (Still thinking up a name), a long time ago, two gods fell in love, and there was hope of peace in the land, but because of a misunderstanding, the two begun a struggle which threatened the lands, so, they were sealed away and their energy used to create a small group of genderless children, ones with beautiful green eyes, They were born into seriget mothers from a small village, where, depending on how they were raised, would develop their gender. They hoped to have one female and one male.

Now the main, he was born, and for the first few years raised as a female, but his mother died when he was a small child, and because he was an orphan, he had to work harder to keep his place among the other villagers, and because of this, his body developed into a males, even though he had inside him a fragment of the female goddess. As they aged, he was called an outcast, because the green in his eyes began to blend with a gen which cause blue to develop.

One day, people from the group that had developed and planted the children returned, actually killing off the children no longer needed o:

The boy was seen as showing more characteristics of the gods, so he was spared and taken to the facility (this is kind of set in a final fantasy like world)

Where he meets another child, a bit older, (who has inside him, more characteristics of the male god….) The two become friends and very close in the short time.

And end up finding out (I haven’t figured out how yet.) That they’re not going to be used for peace, but control by these people, so, they plan to escape, and they get out, almost, but as they’re over a drainpipe, the older boy protects out main, and is shot, causing the main to fall. And down he does into the water…

Expected to be dead… he is forgotten. But he is found, and cared for by a small family in the slums of the city. Where he grows, with no memory of his past like, or the boy from before o:

He actually becomes close with three people. A set of twins, two who own a flower shop their parents used to have before passing. And a dancer/singer they grew up with {female}

He becomes best friends with the two girls, and of course, has an underlining relationship with the male twin.Blah blah blah, stuff happens, threats of the end of the world happens, and they have to try and stop it, by somehow finding out that the main guy has powers, and whatever LOL

so yeah, they go on a QUEST! Alot of shit happens, and they run into a dark mystery man working for the other side

Even though it seems like its the mission of these bad guys to take out the main, this guy is always hesitant. And of course both characters feel a deep connection.

(spoilers) Its the boy who was shot, having been healed and memories erased. o:

Its really long and just something I thought up today, so it doesn`t fully make sense yet lol.

Anyway, I`m falling asleep.

I havn’t drawn Tedesue in so long, I really needed to, and I need to bone back up on his characteristics, I really feel like I didn’t quite get his features right >.< Damn his weird eyes and brows >:/

I know his hair looks a little different, but thats because I wanted to make it more messy and wild. After all, he is just waking up >XD Excuse the crappy background and props, I don’t have his hands and one leg all done, so I wanted to cover them lol Its just the rough draft. I’ll probably change his expression a little in the final product, if I ever get around to doing a finished good virson… >.<

ANyway I’m off to bed, I have to be up for work in 6 hours >.<

Blah, been so busy these last couple weeks &gt;.&lt; I have some time off, [4 days] before I have to go back for another long haul. I decided last minuet tonight that I had it in me to draw [3:am] Its 4am now, and I just did a redrew of a very old drawing I did back in 2011. Not much of an improvement, but the newer virson is still just a doodle with no real detail. I&#8217;ll probably finish up the rough draft tomorrow when I wake up &gt;.&lt; I&#8217;m too tired to work on it anymore now.

This was just a drawing of a story I had thought up years ago while reading some fantasy novels and wanting to come up with my own midevil fantasy story.
This story was in three arcs. Basically about a Swordsman.
The first arc was of his family being destroyed, and meeting with another boy from an unfortunate family.  As they grew up they became solders in a nobelmans army during a time when the land did not have a proper king and different houses were fighting over power.
The second arc, was of them growing in ranks, gaining power, and the Friend of the Swordsman Selling his soul for power. They actually end up assassinating the leader of the army, and taking over his place, as a high cost to their men, and themselves&#8230;.
The Third arc, after his friend is consumed by the darkness of selling his soul, and the Swordsman much destroy what he has become, the friend dies, but is reborn into two souls, one, the Swordsman finds, born of a pool a blood [the other bore from a women the two of them loved, and shared&#8230;] It goes through his life raising the boy, and protecting him from the darkness that birthed him, while the the other reincarnations [the really evil one] takes the thrown as King&#8230;.

Blah, been so busy these last couple weeks >.< I have some time off, [4 days] before I have to go back for another long haul. I decided last minuet tonight that I had it in me to draw [3:am] Its 4am now, and I just did a redrew of a very old drawing I did back in 2011. Not much of an improvement, but the newer virson is still just a doodle with no real detail. I’ll probably finish up the rough draft tomorrow when I wake up >.< I’m too tired to work on it anymore now.

This was just a drawing of a story I had thought up years ago while reading some fantasy novels and wanting to come up with my own midevil fantasy story.

This story was in three arcs. Basically about a Swordsman.

The first arc was of his family being destroyed, and meeting with another boy from an unfortunate family.  As they grew up they became solders in a nobelmans army during a time when the land did not have a proper king and different houses were fighting over power.

The second arc, was of them growing in ranks, gaining power, and the Friend of the Swordsman Selling his soul for power. They actually end up assassinating the leader of the army, and taking over his place, as a high cost to their men, and themselves….

The Third arc, after his friend is consumed by the darkness of selling his soul, and the Swordsman much destroy what he has become, the friend dies, but is reborn into two souls, one, the Swordsman finds, born of a pool a blood [the other bore from a women the two of them loved, and shared…] It goes through his life raising the boy, and protecting him from the darkness that birthed him, while the the other reincarnations [the really evil one] takes the thrown as King….

eoliveson:

aziraphalesneakers:

Can’t go over it.

Can’t go under it.

Can’t go around it.

Gotta go through it.

Trying to explain depression or anxiety to someone who’s never experienced it.

This belongs here.

You can get over it

You can go under it

You can go around it

You can go through it!


As a person who suffered with depression for 10 years of her life [8-18, so badly my hair was falling out when I was a small girl]. I still look back and wish I would have listened more when people told me to suck it up.

Because no one will change a thing, no one will fix the problem, no one will make you happy. But you.

If you truly want happiness, you’ll make it happen, its hard, its a long road and you’ll fall many times, want to quit and give up, want to die and this that’s the best way out, but once you get there, you’ll regret every time you ever said “I can’t” I told people I was really trying, but deep down, I was just letting it take more and more of my life away, be cause I thought I couldn’t.

But if your not willing to try, really really truly try, then you don’t deserve happiness.

 But I’ll tell you now, it’s the best feeling in the world. And its worth all the pain to get through it. And, because you didn’t have it before, you’ll hold on to that happiness for dear life, and never let it go. And you’ll love yourself more, because you know, how strong you really are.

(via ubuuroi)